5 Seconds

Im about 5 seconds away from starting a new life.
I dont know why it has to end like this,
But its faster then a knife.
I wish things could have went better,
I wish things didnt happen the way they did.
But theres nothing I can do now,
My finger is on the trigger.
I dont know why people make life a big deal
Its not like Ill become famous
Or find Mr. Perfect
No cares how I feel.
As my finger slips on the trigger,
As my past flashes before me,
Only a few good memories
I never really got life figured.
Im sorry it had to end this way
Please dont cry,
You always wanted the best for me
But theres nothing you can say.
5 seconds is up now.
The gun is at my head.
I always wondered what it was like,
After your dead.